As you may know I have been prepping for my first NPC Bikini Competition. It has been quite a journey filled with pain, tears, meltdowns, long workouts, sacrifice, perfect diet, no treats and rebirth. I can honestly say I hit a wall many times I didn't think I was going to make it, but my mind said NO do not quit you got this, keep going!! And I pushed past them, emerging now reborn with a sense of self empowerment I thought I had lost.
You see earlier in the week I was hitting a wall and let self doubt start taking me over, then I changed my thoughts to positive and my "WHY". At that moment it hit me like a Bomb, I am a few weeks away from stepping onto the NPC stage and competing. This is a Dream I have had for 20 years! Since I was 20 years old, started teaching aerobics and beginning my fitness journey, I have always wanted-to grace the stage. And now through all my challenges, hardships, hard work, and life I stayed with that dream, never letting go of it.
I felt like a bolt of lighting hit me! It was at that moment I started to feel reborn, emerging a Woman on fire! Everything I have always wanted and have been working for I'm so close to achieving. I'm becoming the Athlete I was born to be, planning the Wedding of my Dreams on an Island with the man of my dreams. All those moments of struggle and praying to God are coming true!
Knowing this is only the beginning of a new chapter that I'm sure will be filled with great things, I know there will also be times of struggle and challenges, I will defeat and contour them all. I'm not where I want to be yet, but I'm working on that everyday, one step at a time just trying to be better than I was yesterday.
This journey has been life changing and I can't wait to grace the stage for my first time, it doesn't matter if I win, the only thing that matters is I'm doing it! I will learn and grow from this expierence and bring the best Me package possible. But next time I am going for the win, this is only the beginning, I will go on to become an IFBB Pro, and compete for Ms. Olympia! Look out NPC here I come!!
God Bless and thank you for all your support through this journey. I am open to help support all of you as well just reach out to me and we can connect email me personally. fitbychristine@gmail.com
Have an amazing weekend!
Xoxo
Christine